..or what the “bleep” do we know?
Perhaps God is polite enough to remain hidden.
The idea of a “cloud of unknowing” dates to 14th century mysticism. The concept is not far from the biblical notion that the pure holiness, which we might describe as “God,” defies the paltry human attempt to quantify that which is an ineffable mystery.
In the literary biblical account of Exodus, even Moses only caught a glimpse of YHWH on Mt. Sinai. In Christian theology, the discomfort of being unable to see God is partly remedied by the person of Jesus as God Incarnate. I realize this might not be the universal intellectual solution—even for those who embrace the notion of a Supreme Deity.

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What the *Bleep* Do We Know? is a 2004 American pseudo-scientific film that posits a spiritual connection between quantum physics and consciousness (as part of a belief system known as quantum mysticism). The plot follows the fictional story of a photographer, using documentary-style interviews and computer-animated graphics, as she encounters emotional and existential obstacles in her life and begins to consider the idea that individual and group consciousness can influence the material world. Her experiences are offered by the creators to illustrate the film’s scientifically unsupported ideas (Source: Wikipedia).
With all its limitations, the film effectively illustrates a mystical quality to what might otherwise be seen as purely scientific. Someone has observed that of all of the scientific disciplines, physicists are more apt to possess a spiritual worldview—compared even to biologists!
That the Universe is a vast and elegant mystery seems to be the conclusion of the film. Anecdotally, I was impressed by the exploration of how matter can—and does—appear simultaneously in two different places under controlled laboratory conditions. People of faith have always known the elation that accompanies those epic moments when we realize, however fleetingly, that we cannot contain God, anymore effectively than that we can pour the ocean into a teacup, as Harry Emerson Fosdick once declared.
Humans have struggled with questions about God’s inaction in the face of tragedy. The Book of Job deals with the conundrum that seems to arise when we attempt to reconcile the goodness of God with divine justice. The text seems to teach us that there is no causal connection between goodness in this life and the Divine Favor! Bad things do happen to good people—we all know that.
Theodicy is an attempt to reconcile the existence and nature of God with evidence of evil in the world by providing valid explanations for its occurrence (Svendsen & Pierce, 2010). The Augustinian theodicy (fourth century) asserts that God created the world ex nihilo (out of nothing), but maintains that God did not create evil and is not responsible for its occurrence. (Menn, 2002). Evil is not attributed existence in its own right, but is described as the privation of good— the corruption of God’s good creation.
I long ago jettisoned the notion of ontological evil, i.e. that evil exists apart from our human response to that which might be perceived as evil. Evil does not exist in and of itself, but is always specific in time and space. In this thought process, even the most degenerate individual is not beyond redemption.
The other problem with Augustine’s proposition is that it supports the doctrine of original sin. I have come to deemphasize that in my own theology because I think it leads too easily to the conclusion that we come into the world as damaged goods. I struggle with the language and presumptions of my cherished theological tradition. I have concluded that God loves us not in spite of who we are, but precisely because of who we are. I am willing to rework and reimagine the tenets of my tradition to fit that epiphany.
Archibald MacLeish’s short morality play, J.B., is a retelling of the story of Job. Two members of a traveling circus, Mr. Zuss and Nickles, take up the roles of God and the Devil respectively to test the faith of man. Nickles insists that inordinate suffering must surely cause one to doubt the existence of a benevolent God. At one point, Mr. Nickles lays out the theological quandary:
If God is good, then he is not God, and if he is God, he is not good.
It seems there is no good and satisfactory answer to the problem of evil.
Some theologians have posited that the absence of God is not as much a condemnation as one might think. Some have suggested that God’s absence is perhaps the greatest evidence of God’s existence—it is not an either-or proposition.
So, perhaps God is polite enough to remain hidden—which does not speak to nonexistence—but only to divine prerogative. The cloud of unknowing is vast and sometimes opaque with moments of brilliant presence. I submit that we have each had such a moment.
Besides, what the *bleep* do we know?
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